LittleFishPenguin95

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Sick by LittleFishPenguin95, literature

Finding Him by LittleFishPenguin95, literature

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Finding Him

Out of the darkness that enveloped her there came a hand. It reached closer and clutched tightly at the front of her shirt, pulling her gently forward. She did not struggle, allowing whoever it was to drag her into what she could not see. Her toes barely touched the ground as she was practically carried through what felt like thick blankets of night. No light found it's way into the place she had been carried. She lifted her hand, expecting to feel something as the weight of the air intensified, yet her fingertips touched nothing. There was no fear in this place, no emotion at all really. She let her arm fall back down to her side and brea

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Expressionless by Contradictory55, literature

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Expressionless

I'm losing the words I long to love drowning in a different emotion stilling my fingers with thoughts whirling unexpressed and voiceless Like the silent screams of many maybe logic can't be the answer to a prayer only the feeling of being forgiven for those sins only few know of and less know about It's the voices you can't hear that are the most terrifying because the consequences of being mute are as real as the voices you can And when you have to live with someone else's choice the impact only leaves you feeling helpless with regret Because between doing nothing and doing something there is a lifetime to spend living with or without P

Downfall by alexiuss, literature

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Downfall

And in this dark harvest of season My life has completely lost reason, For which or against to decide. All lost in a savage and endless, bleak tide In sadness and in kindness In light and in darkness. In a boat made of hope I shall sail to tomorrow, In a winding hurricane Made of treachery and sorrow. There's a spear, endless, and colossal spear... Piercing, slashing though my head. Starting somewhere in heaven, Ending somewhere in hell. Fighting, burning, crying, crashing. Are the armies within. In my head they are all thrashing. On the heaven's and hell's whim. To be light or to be darkness. A perpetual array. It's not merely my choi

Even Spring by Pinkfirefly135, literature

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Even Spring

Such an ardent heart you are, Hanging on with all you are, Always certain that with time, The heart you love will sing your rhyme. You hope that love will change his mind, But truth be told, you're left behind. And now the only thing that's left's, The residue of love once kept. A hug to maybe warm the heart; A kiss to beg a fresh restart, But time's been lost and gone with snow, Even Spring can't make stones grow.

Bravery's Test by Contradictory55, literature

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Bravery's Test

Its branches hang low, A bridge for willing feet. Bravery's test, the swish and sway and Ripples spreading ever outward into An infinity unseen. Shadows move quickly as shadows do, Distortions ignored with shaking laughs And grins spreading across small faces. Sun beats down, Twinkling, rippling, swishing, swaying As high-pitched voices twitter back-and-forth Saying nothing, meaning everything. A ramshackle home awaits For creatures hiding in patience, Among leaves, in the water, watching These large intruders make their way down again Bravery's test.

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I Am by Contradictory55, literature

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I Am

I am the shallow puddle Reflecting the sky you can't reach Because gravity is holding you back. (you are holding yourself back) I am the first star in the sky You put all your wishes on Because you don't think they can come true. (you can make them come true) I am the mirror Reflecting the reality You don't want to admit is a fantasy. (you know it's a lie) I am the mirror Reflecting the fantasy You don't want to admit is reality. (you know it's true) I am the butterflies in your stomach Flying around and messing with your emotions Because I am uncontrollable. (you can control me) I am the ground Rushing to meet you When you fall. (

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It begins by Contradictory55, literature

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It begins

It begins. It begins with a gunshot, Breathing deeply, Inhale and exhale while blood pumps to your ears Filling the silence of bated breaths Before the loud BANG And the lift-off of pressurized feet Leave the ground only to return at the finish line. It begins. It begins with a piercing whistle Tensions wind up muscles Coiled power to be released in a burst Off the board, into the water, Into home, stroke by stroke Till the slap of a wall is the sound of the end. It begins. It begins with a glance Pumping hearts begin to make themselves known Shyness interferes with finding out Who is that boy/girl? Only to be brushed aside as they brush in

Foam Over by FallingAsleepTonight, literature

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Foam Over

I know her secret: she has no bile or sweat or blood. She's just cloth draped over soft cloth, it is what the edges of my hands remember, recanting dreamily to each other. I have made her dirty with affection. We both are waiting for sunshine to foam over the hills. If you lay down in the park long enough, someone will pick you up. Even without hope, someone will pick you up. Even without hope, someone will not let you lie there and burn.

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Cracked Chords by LittleFishPenguin95, literature

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Cracked Chords

The strings of my heart play the tune you wish to hear. They reverberate with the song you sing. Yet, a string has broken, and in your desperation to hear my heart's sweet melody my sound has become wobbly. My instrument cannot fulfill the things you wish for. Replacement is what it fears as you become more irate at the cra cked chor ds errupting from my twisted heartstrings. I can but watch as you s l i p from my grasp. My heart becomes a knotted mess. Please untie it and I will gladly play your beautiful chords once again.

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

Nov 10
United States
Deviant for 12 years
She / Her

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The person who made my ID picture is a wonderful friend of mine named MiikiChanDesuu.

I joined this site originally to appease my friend. Then once I joined I was introduced to a world where I could really be myself; with everybody. This place is comforting and a support group and sometimes even an ego booster when you really need it. I reached a point when all I could do is be here, on this site. I reached such a level of obsession because I had never met people with such intense passion for what they loved; people with talents that I can't even dream of. I loved all the feedback and attention and how much everybody seems to care here. It touched somewhere deep inside my soul and made me love the world again. It made me see people in a whole new light. I'm now trying to not be so obsessive, slowly weening myself. It's hard not to love this place. It's even more difficult not to be absorbed in it. I know this isn't really a biography, but I figured instead of telling my fellow deviants about something they cannot relate to very easily, I'd express something to the people here that we all have in common. I hope everyone who stops and reads my stories and takes a peak at my journal understands and appreciates my love for what I enjoy. If not, this will help. I figured that would be better.

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(I have several on here... I'm assuming visual is something I can see... Which involves writing, drawing, etc.) DrCrawford, xAntithesis, Maga-Link, vanillasky93, InkedTea, ChibiBakaNeko, Padfoot3 and several others that I really like :)

Favourite Movies

Spirited Away, Final Fantasy 7, Fight Club, War Horse

Favourite TV Shows

Teen Titans, Full Metal Alchemist, Elfen Lied, Biggest Loser, The Walking Dead

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Pantera, Owl City, Ozzy Osborne, Down, Eminem, Evanescence, Megadeth, George Strait, Metallica, Motley Crue, Rascal Flatts, Tim McGraw. That's all I can think of at the moment o_O

Favourite Books

Anotated Cronicles, Harry Potter, To Kill A Mockingbird, The Outsiders, The Sword of Truth Series, Game of Thrones

Favourite Games

Age of Mythology, Civilization, Pokemon Platinum, Titan Quest

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Usually a pen or pencil and paper. Or I type out my stuff in Microsoft Word. For my pictures I take them on my phone.

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LittleFishPenguin95

Sep 29, 2017

Absent... (ranting)

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I've been having arthritis or something in my hands, and holding my phone and typing hurts really bad. So I've just been not doing anything lol Idk what's going on with that. 21 year olds should not have arthritis lol I've been stressed for pretty much the same reasons as usual. Today Jared's other sister (not the one we live with) showed up at his dad's house randomly and pretty much made me watch her 6 kids. I hate her so much, and her kids are awful. I was homicidal by the time she left, and she was only there about 30 minutes. I also have barely gotten to spend any time with Jared lately, and it's making me really sad. Especially since I

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LittleFishPenguin95

Sep 23, 2017

Mega sigh

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My dog ripped up the carpet in the room we're staying in, which began my meltdown yesterday :/ I cried a lot and wanted to run away. I felt like everyone hated me, but no one did. Everyone said it wasn't a big deal, except me. So then I felt like everyone thinks I'm crazy/crybaby. I still kinda feel that way. It just upset me, because they're already letting us stay there and kinda bum it out until we get jobs. Now I feel like a bum and a dick because I'm the one who insisted Lana not be put in a kennel/outside. So it's pretty much my fault. Idk, Jared was really sweet though and comforted me. It's nice to have someone who will actually make

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LittleFishPenguin95

Sep 20, 2017

Parenting 101

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So I have multiple things to be pretty triggered about since the last time I was on here.. One: Jared's sister and her husband are awful and proved that last night. Their 3 year old started puking right as we all laid down for bed, and her husband (Carey) went in there and started yelling at her. He was freaking out because he hates puke and kept telling her how stupid she was for not going to the bathroom.. She's fucking 3.. I still can't make it to the bathroom to puke half the time and I'm 21. Then Jared's sister (Dorothy) went in there and was like "what do you want me to do??" and Carey was like "HELP ME" and then proceeded to call her i